Sunday, August 2, 2009

Day 2

That It’s Enough 

I have done what I can 
But it’s never enough 
For others 
But not for me

I treat myself 
Without empathy 
I don’t know why   

Is it learned? 
Is it nature? 
Or just self deprecating?

I’m never enough for me 
Accepting my imperfections 
Makes me feel 
Weak Lazy Unproductive 
But the imperfections make me real   

Instead of brooding 
I need to keep going  
And try to make myself realize 
That it’s enough   

That I’m enough


Intentional Observations: feelings of inadequacy, process of typing deleting and retyping, ultimately trying to reassure myself

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